You don't know me.

What a legit two week break. I needed this so much. Two weeks to relax! Spent it with a lot of good company. And had a lot of good times.
Now it’s time to go back to school, and I refuse to let myself slip like I did first semester.

This semester I will try to:
Give it my all aka
Sleep earlier
Try not to procrastinate
Work hard EVERYDay

I have yet to familiarize myself with the formalities of being another individual’s significant other. I am so used to thinking about others feelings only to the boundaries of friendship/family, that this new territory of “boyfrriend/girlfriend” has proven to be a new path down the trail.
My actions have been selfish, and as a girlfriend I need to learn to compromise between my wants and yours.
This is something I need to work on.

I still haven’t gotten used to being in a relationship. It feels so nice to be wanted, to be liked, to have someone to wake up to or go to sleep with. Someone that’s willing to stay on the phone with me until ungodly hours. Someone that cares about me. (hopefully. Hehe jk) Someone that deals with my crazy hormone surges… The good ones and the bad ones. Hahaha
Someone that makes me feel beautiful. ^_^
Lalallala I really really super duper like my shi head beau

I have to admit, the first semester of my senior year ended on a bad note. ( grades wise ) I am disappointed in myself, but i have no one but myself to blame. I have succumbed to such lowly standards, but I know that I could achieve better things than what i have let myself to believe.
But beside that, I need this break so much. 2 weeks of pure bliss. Doing anything i want, aka sleeping, eating, hanging out. yessssss.
The past couple of days have been good to me ;)